Lyrics
Intro
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I coulda sworn that she had it all; beauty & intelligence,
Musical voice, melodic hips swinging effortless,
Her lips, poisonous, addictive kids kill the pessimist,
I guess I learnt that beauty's only skin deep at the end of it.
Verse 1
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Displayed that she couldn't be trusted in the beginning,
But this hopeless romantic gave another chance and caved in &,
All the shit that you accused me of, the way you went about it,
You were fucking out of line girl, no doubts about it,
You're a hypocrite, pretentious wannabe celebrity,
Suffering from tantrums & saying guys would die to be inside ya,
Stupid Bitch! What the Fuck did you think that was doing to me?
& the fact that you enjoyed it only served to send me further loopy,
You're far from a nice person, clean your perspective up,
The world's not leaning on you, you're leaning on the rest of us,
I Loved you like crazy, but rarely got acknowledgment,
Simply coz it wasn't expressed the way that you wanted it,
You never Loved me, you was in love with a dream,
Some fairytale complex, on set, like a movie scene,
So have ya guys, have your Dick sandwich & a lemon slice,
I'll take comfort in the fact,
Knowing they'll Never respect you back,
But...
Chorus
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I cannot go to the ocean,
I cannot drive the streets at night,
I cannot wake up in the morning,
Without you being by my....
Verse 2
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Love is such a potent drug, it's so addictive,
Withdrawal symptoms, night crying, tears until my eyes split,
3 am, I can't sleep, insomnia setting in,
& all because a dirty little slapper played my heart strings,
I regret absolutely Everything I did for you,
I regret the patience that I held with you narrow views,
I regret accepting, your immaturity openly,
As it only served to reinforce its awful potency,
I regret meeting conditions, curfews, and deadlines,
Bowing to your double standards and handing you lifelines
Proving to Fuck me, in many different ways,
Yet you'd claim me to be the deceitful one, each & every day,
Judging things on nothing but your illogical reasoning,
Claiming coz I'm a male I'm gonna wanna Fuck everything,
I became a martyr when I gave my heart for harvesting,
And opened up my soul, not knowing I'd let the darkness in,
Still..
Chorus
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I cannot go to the ocean,
I cannot drive the streets at night,
I cannot wake up in the morning,
Without you being by my..
Outro
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And there's no getting around that, no matter how deep you go,
No matter how many non-existant connections you're tryna find,
No matter how much you convince yourself that your lies we're right,
You were wrong, and I'm not claiming that I was perfect,
I claim placing blame on you for the heart that you murdered,
So coldly, twisted on figments of your imagination,
You should be a diplomat the way you twist a truthful statement,
MC2, Envs,
Cheers bro. Peace!
Such anger. Such power. Such passion. Thats what makes this a great song. (I told U we were listening) :) Peace